Friday, June 18, 2004

HUH!

They're sending me away again. I don't know what to expect. It seems like history is repeating itself but it's so soon. I'm going away again. You have another chance. You have another test. I'm a bit reluctant of going away. But somehow I wanna go too. I wanna know if you truly have feelings for her. Because it seems that when I am around, you are hesitant to show your true feelings. I don't know if you just don't want me to get hurt. This is indeed another test. You just don't know that I held on. You just don't know that when I was away, there was never a day I did not think of you. No one else comes close to you. You are so special. I wish I could just tell you...but then I fear the rejection...why can't you just say it? why can't you just tell me? I won't say a thing unless you tell me...it pains but it pains more when you're rejected.

Monday, June 14, 2004

I don't know...

I don't know what to expect...but i don't want to expect. I don't want to let my feelings take control of me...It seems you have taken a back seat. I don't know your plans. I don't know what's in your mind, what's in your heart. And for the time being...for this moment, i'd like to enjoy myself. I don't want to occupy myself thinking, asking, guessing what we have...if it's friendship, i'm very happy for it. i'm not expecting more than this. i'm happy with the way things are. whatever your heart seeks, i just hope it gets it. i've prepared myself for the worst. i'm happy you came into my life. i'm so blessed all these things happened. i'm so darn lucky to have felt this way. thank you! and i wish you well for everything you want to achieve.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

i don't know why this feeling has become more intense...it seems to me that we both know how we feel...yet i still feel reserved of it all. i'm afraid really of expecting too much. what if you will fade away? what if suddenly you tell me the feeling is gone? i can't feel secure until i hear the words...until you tell me what's in your heart...i wish i too could tell you what's in my heart, but i just can't...not now...but soon...

COULD BE WRONG
by MYMP

If I could hold your hand
Look into your eyes
Would you try to understand
The things I'm gonna say


If I could show you, boy
How much I feel for you
Would you turn around and tell me
You feel the same way too


CHORUS
Could be wrong you know
Comin' out the blue
I really have to say this
Baby, I love you


If I could get it right
And tell you face to face
Would you think that I am true
Believe me when I say


I wanna let you know
I just don't know the way
I wanna shout it out
Hear me when I say


These blues will always hang around
Until the moment I let it go
And let you know
Baby, I love you

I wanna let you know
Baby, I love you
This you ought to know

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