Friday, September 10, 2004

Oh well...

It seems like you're ending whatever we have...it seems like I have indeed waited in vain. Oh well, if that is how you want things to be, there's nothing much I can do. I have tried to get my message across and I wouldn't say you didn't get it. Oh well, I have done my part and I know you're telling me that I can't get what I want. Oh well, I have to move on. Maybe, the right guy isn't just you and maybe he's just around the corner. I have just been blinded by you. I'm so sorry to bother you. And I won't ever bother you again. But thank you anyway, you have made my life colorful; so later on in my life there's something to look back and smile and there's a story I can tell. It's hard, you know, you just made me very confused. You have given me joy yet you have caused so much pain and grief. I have to let you go in the same way that you have also let me go. I thought you have come back...I was wrong...oh well, I was right! You just came back not the way I want it to be. And all along, you were just one of them - they came, gave me happiness, and then just walked away, without saying a word...oh well, this is life. It's full of surprises; like a box of chocolates you'll never know what you'll get....oh well...

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