Now I know...why you have not really said anything to me or made your moves...Now I know that all along you've been praying for her. You still love her and I realize she still holds the biggest place in your heart. It did hurt for a while when I realized how foolish have I been to assume things that never ever existed, and to have hoped. And now that you have found her, I pray that it will work out this time between the two of you. God has answered your prayer and He has answered mine too. He gave me the answers to all my questions and resolved all these confusions. Now, I'm at peace that you have found yours...and I hope I would find mine too. She is so blessed to have you. I, indeed, am also very blessed that you came into my life, albeit, not the way I had wanted it. It's nice to have you. I'm not ending what we have, this friendship. I shall keep this for it's one best gifts I have received.