You really seem so in high spirits now. From the looks of it, i could say you're in love. But from the way you say things, it seems you're forcing yourself to be in love. Oh well, I guess, I'm just jealous...but not really...I'm even happy by the way things are going. You - in love with her, and me waiting for that guy who'll sweep me off my feet and being happy for you and enjoying this friendship we have...I hope things will get along well between you and her, the girl of your dreams. As what you have said, you just gotta listen to your heart...listen well. I know that deep in that heart of yours, there lies the truth and you just can't deny it. Time will tell when it will finally get out and things will be so clear. Everything will be in its right place...Good luck, my pal!