You really seem so in high spirits now. From the looks of it, i could say you're in love. But from the way you say things, it seems you're forcing yourself to be in love. Oh well, I guess, I'm just jealous...but not really...I'm even happy by the way things are going. You - in love with her, and me waiting for that guy who'll sweep me off my feet and being happy for you and enjoying this friendship we have...I hope things will get along well between you and her, the girl of your dreams. As what you have said, you just gotta listen to your heart...listen well. I know that deep in that heart of yours, there lies the truth and you just can't deny it. Time will tell when it will finally get out and things will be so clear. Everything will be in its right place...Good luck, my pal!

Now I know...why you have not really said anything to me or made your moves...Now I know that all along you've been praying for her. You still love her and I realize she still holds the biggest place in your heart. It did hurt for a while when I realized how foolish have I been to assume things that never ever existed, and to have hoped. And now that you have found her, I pray that it will work out this time between the two of you. God has answered your prayer and He has answered mine too. He gave me the answers to all my questions and resolved all these confusions. Now, I'm at peace that you have found yours...and I hope I would find mine too. She is so blessed to have you. I, indeed, am also very blessed that you came into my life, albeit, not the way I had wanted it. It's nice to have you. I'm not ending what we have, this friendship. I shall keep this for it's one best gifts I have received.