Waiting in Vain

It seems like you want me to wait. If that is how you want it to be, go ahead. It's your call not mine. It just so happens I'm a girl. I can't force you. I can't make decisions for you. You know, if I have to wait, that's not really a problem. I am willing to wait. But then you haven't really said anything. Your eyes tell me something but I can't be sure. Your actions do tell me something yet I can't be sure. Your words sometimes say something but I can' still trust them. Though I sense some sincerity, I still can't be sure. I'm a woman, a woman in love. And a friend shared to me this wonderful thought - A woman in love can build a palace of happiness from a few fragments of hope. I don't want to find hope in your words, actions and your looks. I might only be deceived. While this is how you want it to be, I just hope the waiting is all worth it. You said you'd like to let things grow on you for them to stay. If this is how you want it, I'd be willing to let them grow and I hope we do get to let those things grow - love, courage and hope.

I wish, I hope... I won't be waiting in vain for your love.