It's so difficult not to think of you...but i have finally decided to let you go. I don't want to think of the possibility that there could be "us" when this seems bleak...you don't have any feelings for me except that you just want me as a friend. obviously, someone else is on your mind and i don't want to hurt myself and make my life miserable just because of this silly presumption. but i don't want to lose you coz u are one great friend. and that will always remain.